Scared
My future scares me; every time I envision it, all I think of is financial setbacks.
“If I move out now, I will regret not using the money to save up for a condo…But forget all of that, because as soon as I graduate, I will be bombarded with school loans. And what if I don’t find a decent job right away to pay off these loans? Then my credit score will turn to sh*t… then I definitely won’t have anything to call my own.”
I have so much I want to do with my life; I want to travel, I want to be cultured, I want a career, a family, stability… But I feel like I can’t do anything if I don’t have the financial means.
My mom laughs at me every time I bring it up. Yeah, I have a job, I don’t have a kid, I don’t pay rent, but, what if I still don’t make it financially?
We all have one life to live, and I want to live it right. I don’t want to be indebted to anyone, and I don’t want to work forever. I don’t want to be another divorce statistic, and I don’t want to be a typical American over-consumer.
I’m scared of what the future holds.
10/11/2011 :36 pm?
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kristenlh27 reblogged this from brittanychavez and added:
totally can relate/agree with you. I’ve been wanting to...myself.. why would i move...
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sabrina-martinez reblogged this from brittanychavez and added:
can definitely relate....future and wonder...financially...
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